6 months old

Today Mason you are 6 months old & I find it hard to believe that it has been half a year since you were born! Another month has flown by & again I can't believe how fast the time is going. Everyone told me it would  - I just didn't realize how fast! Those first couple of months of your life are a blur - a distant memory - & as much as I love every new milestone you are making, I long for those days when you were just a few weeks old.

Your Daddy & I were walking out of the store today & a mom walked passed us with her newborn all snuggled in the Moby. We both looked at each other & commented on how we can hardly remember you being that tiny. You continue to amaze us with how big you are getting, all that you are learning & how you are becoming quite the handsome little boy!

Weight: As of last week, you weighed 18.5 lbs at the Dr's office. You have your official 6 mos appointment in a couple of weeks so we will get all your stats then. Not looking forward to another round of shots but am looking forward to seeing your height/weight & percentiles!

You are still wearing 6 mos clothing but they are slowly getting more & more snug :( I have a feeling that in another month we will be moving up to the 9 mos clothing. You continue to wear size 3 diapers & should be in those for awhile as they are still a tad too big on you.

Sleeping: You are still a great nap-taker! You continue to take a morning nap, a long early afternoon nap & another late afternoon nap! Our bedtime routine starts around 7pm consisting of a bath (every other night), story-time, a bottle then bed-time. I have gotten into the habit of laying in our bed with you & snuggling when it is time to go to sleep. I will rub your little back & you usually fall asleep within minutes. I love to lay there & watch you sleep long after you have drifted off. I then move you into your crib around 8pm & you will awake around 11pm because you have flipped over on your tummy - which you hate - & once I flip you back over you will fall right back to sleep once the paci is re-inserted. You awake again at 3am to be fed, then back to sleep & up for the day around 6:30am. I don't ever mind getting up with you at night & absolutely love our quiet time together. But with that said, I am secretly looking forward to you sleeping through the night & am envious of mommy friends who tell me their little ones sleep from 8p-5am!!

This picture pretty much sums up how you like to fall asleep. Talk about a major SIDS risk! You LOVE to pull your little blankie over your face & sleep that way. I of course remove it from you after you have drifted off but I don't doubt you would stay that way all night if I let you! You are definitely your daddy's child - he loves to sleep with the covers over his head also!

Eating: Looking at you people will say you are definitely a healthy eater! You are still being breast-fed, supplemented with formula & are eating 5oz at a time. I continue to pump at work & usually one last time before I go to bed but unfortunately my supply is decreasing so not sure how much longer I can keep this up. My goal was 6 months & I have reached that but I'm just not ready to give it up yet. So as long as I am still producing, I will keep on pumping.

This past month we introduced solids into your diet. You were a little hesitant at first but after the first week you were eating oatmeal cereal, veggies & fruits  like a champ. Sweet potatoes & bananas are your favorite - peas & peaches not so much! You tolerate pears & apples & make the cutest "pucker face" when eating them :) We start our morning with cereal + fruit & for supper it's cereal + veggies. Will start to introduce veggies + fruit at lunch-time in the next couple of weeks. You also are learning to drink water from a sippy cup! Unfortunately, most of it ends up down the front of your shirt rather than in our mouth :) Baby steps...

Milestones: I am amazed at how fast you are learning things compared to last month! You are definitely a little explorer! Your sensory & motor skills are developing as they should be for being 6 months so that is good.
- I would say you will be crawling by our next monthly update. Right now you are creeping forward & backwards on your tummy & sliding around while pushing against the floor. You will raise yourself up on your hands & almost on your knees & rock back & forth. I'd say the days of you just laying around are going to be short-lived.
- You are getting real close to being able to sit up unassisted. You get distracted while playing with toys or when you see mommy/daddy, will lose your balance & fall to the side but sitting up with the boppy you do really well. I am looking forward to when you can sit up 100% so that I don't have to keep hauling you in your cars-seat into the store. You are starting to get heavy!!
- You roll over from back to front like a champ but struggle to flip back over onto your back. This really makes you mad when you do it in your crib while sleeping.
- Pretty sure you are going to cut a tooth any day now! You have been drooling for 2 months now, have been quite a fussy little boy & gnaw on everything you can get your hands on.
- Your eyes have gone from a gray-blue color to a hazel or light brown color. Pretty sure you are going to have brown eyes like your mama!
- Playing with your feet fascinates you! Anytime you are laying on your back or sitting you reach for those little tootsies & try to stick them in your mouth.

- You like to help us hold your bottle when you are eating & can hold it with your own hands pretty well. Just another reminder of how big you are getting :(
- The sounds that come out of your mouth crack us up! Last week you started screaming for fun & do it ALL. THE. TIME!! Your daddy likes to imitate your scream & it makes you laugh. Next thing I know you are both squealing back & forth at each other which you both find amusing - your mommy not so much. You also think it is fun to blow raspberries - especially when you have a mouth full of food! Quite the little stinker you are :)
- You love to grab anything & everything you can get your little paws on & stuff it directly into your mouth - mom's food, Millie's ears, stuffed animals, the book I am reading to you, your blankie, my fingers - you name it. You love to pull your paci out of your mouth & are getting really good at putting it back in all by yourself too!

This past month we also celebrated some "firsts". You celebrated your first 4th of July:

You attended your first wedding:

You "rocked" your very first pair of sunglasses: 

It has been an awesome roller-coaster ride these past 6 months & we are looking SO very forward to the changes you will make & milestones you will conquer in the next 6 months! Just please try & not accomplish them too quickly!?

Happy 6 months little man! Mommy & Daddy love you oh so very much!!

4th of July

Happy 4th of July everyone!!

This year we spent our entire day off with very dear friends. 1st stop was at our friends Jason, Jen & Miss Ava's house for their annual Luau party. There was a huge spread of food, hula hoop contests, a slip-n-slide, water activities for the kiddos & lots of eating, drinking & mingling going on. 

Shane had to work so he was unable to go with us but Mase & I managed to enjoy the afternoon without him. Before we left, we had to pose with our pretty hawaiian hostesses - Miss Ava & her mama Jen :) Such a fun afternoon!

Shane got home from work just in time to enjoy our annual gathering of the cul-de-sac neighbor's for more food & watching of the fireworks. Mason only made it to 8pm when he started to get fussy so I put the little guy to bed & unfortunately he missed the fireworks show. 

Later in the evening we watched the kids set off their fireworks in the cul-de-sac & then the neighbors up the street set off their HUGE display of fireworks for almost 2 hours which must have cost them hundreds of dollars - it was pretty awesome! Hoping they keep up the tradition in the years to come so that we don't have to drive anywhere to watch the fireworks!

Me & my little "firecracker" :)

My two handsome boys:

Hope everyone had a safe & wonderful holiday! I don't know about you but it was sure nice having a day off during the week!?

SD Road-trip

This past weekend we hit the road & made our way to up South Dakota for my cousin's wedding. Since my entire family would be home for the festivities, we decided to have Mason's Baptism that Sunday as well so to say it was a crazy busy weekend is an understatement.

We left early Friday morning & Mason did amazing on the 7 hour drive up there sleeping the majority of the way. Once we got to my parent's farm, it was like being at a family reunion as all my siblings were home along with all my nieces & nephews. It was fun having all the kiddos together & seeing how much they have all grown since the last time I saw them.

Later that evening, we all headed down to my aunt & uncle's farm where my cousin's rehearsal dinner was being held. We enjoyed seeing the groom & bride-to-be, my grandparents, aunts, uncles & our cousins. The kids had a blast running around, the spread of food was yummy, catching up with relatives was a good time & fun was had by all! Everyone was looking very forward to the wedding festivities the following day.

Saturday was wedding day! We all woke up to my mom fixing us breakfast which is always a nice treat & hung out around the house most of the morning until it was time for everyone to shower & get ready to go.

The weather ended up being perfect - not too hot, no rain, partly cloudy - only downside was it was a bit windy. Other than that it was a beautiful day for a wedding!

Our little family of three :)

The bride & groom saying "I Do":

Introducing the new Mr. & Mrs:

As you can see, the bride looked absolutely stunning & the ceremony was short, sweet & beautiful!

The reception (or as we like to call it in South Dakota "the wedding dance") was held immediately after the ceremony. It was all decorated in lime green/royal blue & was really pretty. The food was dee-lish & as you all know my favorite part of any reception is the cake...

...which didn't disappoint! The piece I chose was white with a butter cream frosting & I may or may not have had 2 pieces :)

My mom had lined up a babysitter for Mason & my little niece Jensen so that us "big" kids could enjoy an evening of mingling, drinking & dancing without the little ones! It was our very first time leaving him (other than at daycare) but we knew he was in good hands so we actually were able to enjoy ourselves more than we thought we would!

Us big kids ended up leaving by 10pm as we all had to be up early the next morning for Mason's baptism. Anymore, 10pm is past my bedtime so with the traveling & the long day of festivities Shane & I were ready to call it a night!

Sunday we had to all get up early & be at the church by 915am - which amazingly enough the entire house was showered & out the door by 9am! Mason looked adorable in his baptism outfit. My mom had made his outfit & did such an amazing job!! She is SO very talented when it comes to the sewing machine! She used the wrap from my wedding dress for the fabric & we loved the way it turned out!

Mason's little shoes were specially made from a lady on Etsy.com. She makes the cutest little booties you ever did see. If you are looking for a great shower or birthday gift check her out here! She was super nice to work with, had great communication & speedy delivery!

My mom had sent her some leftover fabric from the wrap to use so they would match & they turned out adorable. They have his initials monogrammed on the top, a little silver cross glued onto the side of each bootie & on the bottom the date of his baptism is monogrammed as well. Such a sweet keepsake!

Mason & mommy all ready to head into the church:

Posing with Mason's God-parents - my brother Steve & his wife Meghan:

Proud mommy & daddy with our baptized boy:

After the baptism, we all headed back to my parents place for a nice lunch & then we packed up the car & made our way back home to Kansas. Before we all parted ways I managed to get a picture of me & my siblings. The last time we were all together like this was for my brother Steve's wedding 3 years ago! Oh & for those who are wondering - yes my sister is pregnant - 20 weeks to be exact due Nov. 26th! Another little niece or nephew for me to spoil :)

It was definitely a whirl-wind of a weekend but oh so fun to get to see everyone! Not sure when we will all be home together again like this so we made sure to soak it all up & enjoy the time together!

1st Father's Day

A letter to my wonderful husband, amazing father & best friend:

Happy Father's Day to one of the bestest daddy's I know...other than my own :)

Last Father's Day I was only 7 weeks pregnant & we hadn't told a soul. Oh how things have changed! This Father's Day you have a 5 month old son & couldn't be any more prouder of a daddy than you are now.

I always knew you’d be a good dad but little did I know how amazing of a daddy you truly would be. For so long I felt this tremendous amount of guilt & sorrow that because of me, you weren’t ever going to be a dad. Little did we know God's plans for us would take a little longer than we had expected & that we would be blessed with this precious miracle. Good things come to those who wait & wow, was he ever worth the wait!

On the day Mason was born, I remember that you couldn't stop smiling nor could you take your eyes off of him. You looked so proud holding his tiny little body in your arms.

 

 

 

You became a father that day & you've grown so much since then. I know deep down that you were nervous about the type of father you would be - whether you like to admit it or not - & I've loved every minute of watching you grow into that role & mold yourself into the type of parent I am lucky to have by my side.

 

Thank you for ALL that you do. Not only how hard you work at your job, but everything else you do for us. Motherhood would not be the same for me without your continued help. I am so very blessed to have a husband who pitches in so much with baby duty, managing the dogs daily feedings & outings, helping clean the house, do laundry, run errands, & most importantly, make sure my coffee is brewed before I am out the door for work :)

I just don’t know what to say other than “thank you” a million times over. Here we are, 5 months under our belts with a happy, healthy baby boy. The chaos of those first few months has calmed down & somewhere along the way, we have managed to fall into a nice routine. Your confidence in yourself as a dad has grown & that has been fun to see! There isn't anything in this world I enjoy more than watching you interact with your son, seeing him smile at you & touch your face ever so gently with those little hands. It just melts my heart.

On your first Father's Day, I just want to say how very proud I am of you. I am proud of the father that you've become & the wonderful husband you've been to me. There is no better view than seeing the world through an adoring father's eyes. You are truly my partner in parenthood & in marriage & I am so glad to have you by my side through this amazing journey!

Happy 1st Father's Day & looking forward to many, many more!

We love you,
Mommy & Mason

5 months old

Our sweet boy is 5 months old today! Someone please inform Father Time to slow down - seriously!! I can't believe how fast you are growing. It seems this month that you went from a tiny infant to a cute little boy in just the blink of an eye!

You continue to amaze us by how much you have learned since last month & all the developmental milestones you are making. Even your daycare provider Miss Katie commented on how you are more "advanced" than the other babies in your room & let me tell you, that made your Mama beam with pride. See - all that tummy time, silly singing & goo-goo talking that we do to you is paying off :) 

 

You are such a happy baby & only seem to cry when you are hungry. You have no patience (which you totally get from your daddy) & can go from all smiles to complete meltdown in a matter of 2.0 seconds when you want to eat or when you lose your pacifier out of your mouth. This has been such a fun month watching you develop into this awesome little guy!

 

Weight: We went to your 4 month appointment earlier this month where you had another round of shots (boo) & had an overall checkup - which you passed with flying colors. You weighed in at 16.5 lbs & measured 25 inches long - both in the 80th percentile. That was 3 weeks ago so I am guessing that you are at least 18 lbs by now?! I do know that week after week that car-seat of yours is getting heavier & heavier! 

You are now wearing size 3 diapers & have outgrown all your 3 mos clothing! Sadly I packed up the last of the 3 mos onesies & sleepers last week :( You are currently wearing 6 mos onesies, shirts, shorts, pants & because you are so stinkin' long you are in 9 mos sleepers now. Stop. Growing!!

Sleeping: Nothing is as sweet or is more peaceful than watching you sleep! I love to just sit & stare at you long after you have drifted off to sleep in my arms! Your daddy has to tell me over & over to go put you in your crib after you have fallen asleep & I always say to him "just 5 more minutes" - which usually turns into an hour.

You sleep great during the day & sleep not so great at night. You are still taking an early morning & late afternoon "cat-nap" along with a 2-3 hour nap in the early afternoon. You continue to fall asleep for the night around 7:30 - 8pm & have started to wake up at 10:30pm - which you will fall right back to sleep with the paci, again at 2am for a feeding & 3:30am where I will put you in bed with us & you sleep like an angel until 6:30am. I'm hoping you will soon start sleeping through the night so this Mama can get some much-needed sleep! Anyone have any thoughts as to making this happen?

Eating: You are still being breast-fed but I have a feeling I am going to have to quit in the near future. I no longer can keep up my supply with your demand & you get super pissy with Mama when you try to nurse & don't get anything. We are still supplementing with formula 1/2 the time & you will gulp down 5 oz in no time flat.

You got the "go-ahead" from your Pediatrician to start cereal at your 4 mos appointment so we tried giving you rice cereal which you absolutely hated. I waited a week & then tried oatmeal cereal which you hated. Decided to wait until you were 5 mos old to try again & this time we tried the flavored cereal & I must say you did MUCH better this time around....even though you had most of it all over your face & bib :) You especially like the Rice cereal with Bananas & Apples!

Milestones: This past month your little personality has really developed & you have changed SO much. No longer do you just lay there & look around taking it all in. You are constantly a movin' & a shakin' & want to grab everything that comes into your sight.
- A few weeks ago you started making grunting sounds for no reason & it has become your latest past-time. You don't seem to be in pain so I'm thinking you just like to listen to yourself make noises!?
- You are now rolling over from back - front but continue to struggle rolling from front - back. Once you flop over on your tummy you get excited, start pushing off the floor with those chunky little legs & try to scoot forward like you are about to "army-crawl". I have a feeling that you are going to be crawling soon!
- You like to sit in your Bumbo seat & the Boppy while playing with your toys but can't quite sit unattended just yet!

- Pulling your paci out of your mouth & trying to put it back in has become a fun game that you play...especially in the middle of the night!
- You have discovered your feet & will watch them intently as you move them around & kick them. You LOVE to kick & splash your feet in the water while in the tub also. Can't wait to see what you do your first time in the kiddie pool!
- Your hair is really filling in - especially on top & the girls at daycare like to spike it into a mohawk. Kind of makes you look like a cupie doll :)

This month has been so much fun watching you grow & seeing your personality develop! Can't wait to see what the next month brings! Happy 5 months little man!

 

Catching Up

Today I met up with my dear friend Desiree & her adorable daughter Sofia as they were in town visiting family. She had texted me earlier in the week to see if Mason & I had some free-time to get together while she was here so I of course cleared my calendar just so I could see these two!

We decided to meet at Monkey Bizness at the Great Mall in Olathe so that Miss Sofia could play while the two of us visited. It is a super cute place where little kids can run & jump around on the equipment & the inflatables - just like little monkeys! I can't wait until Mason get's older so we can take him to play there.

It was so good to get to catch up with Desiree & see how much Sofia has grown! She looks SO big in this picture for just being 2 years old!

Unfortunately, it sounds like it is going to be awhile before I will get to see these two again :( They now live in PA & aren't planning on coming back to town anytime soon. Will have to continue to keep in touch via text & our blogging!

Thanks D for a great visit! Hope you & little Miss have safe travels back to PA!!

Goodbye Old Friend

She was fun while it lasted :( As much as I am going to miss the days of the top down & the wind blowing through my hair, we just didn't see the convertible as being a "practical" car with a baby.

SO this past weekend we traded it in & bought something a little more "soccer-momish":

It's a 2013 Ford Escape - Titanium. I am going to really miss my "fun" little car but I absolutely LOVE my new ride! It has more bells & whistles than I know what to do with & is my very first ever fully loaded vehicle.

No worries though. I will own a convertible again someday - as soon as little man is old enough to ride by my side without a car seat :)

4 months old

My sweet little boy - today you are 4 months old! You are turning into such a cutie & growing like a weed! I SO wish time would slow down so your daddy & I can savor these months with you while you are still itty bitty.

This past month you have really started to come out of your shell & have developed quite the personality. You are such a happy little guy & are all smiles whenever you see your Mom or Dad. The best part of my day is coming to pick you up at daycare & seeing your eyes light up & you flash me that cute, toothless smile! Melts my heart every single time!

Weight: We went & saw the Pediatrician at 15 weeks for a cough & a mysterious tummy rash that you had where you weighed in at 15.5 lbs. Will be curious to see what your stats are at your upcoming 4 month appointment next week! You are now wearing size 2 diapers & are mainly wearing 6 month clothing now. You can still fit into your 3 month onesies but I am guessing in the next couple of weeks I will be folding them up & storing them in the bin along with the rest of the clothes you have outgrown :( We are still loving those chunky little legs, all of your little arm folds, your cute little buddah belly & we love smooching those cheeks of yours!

Sleep: Your daytime naps are all over the place & I am hoping daycare can help get you on a consistent schedule this next month. You are a lover of "cat-naps" in the morning which usually only last 30-45 minutes & you will take one long 2-3 hour nap in the afternoon. You are falling asleep around 7:30-8pm & will wake up around 2am to nurse & again around 4-5am where I will give you your pacifier, rub your back & you will fall right back asleep until around 6am. People will think I am crazy, but I secretly enjoy your 2am feeding! 

Upon hearing you stir, I run into your room, melt into a puddle of mush when I see you, snatch you up in my arms, kiss you multiple times, tell you I love you while nursing you & then put you back in the crib after you have had your "mommy- fix". At that time of night the world is so peaceful & quiet, it is just me & you rocking in the glider sharing precious time together. I know you won't be this small forever & that "dream-feed" will eventually go away so I am going to savor this time for as long as I can. 

Eating: You are still a good eater & are taking in around 4-5oz at each feeding. You are mainly breast fed but we are also having to supplement a couple bottles of formula daily as my supply just isn't able to keep up with your demand. I'm really looking forward to introducing you to solids in the next couple of months & seeing how you do with those!

Milestones: You continue to amaze us week after week with your growth & developments & can't believe how advanced you have become since last month.

- You rock at tummy-time! You have even started to do "mini-push ups" where you will lift your shoulders up & use your little arms for support. You can only stand about 5 minutes of this where you will then get mad & throw a fit which lets me know you have had enough :)

- You will search the room for mommy & daddy when you hear our voice & when you see us you flail your little arms in excitement & give us a big smile. You will look directly at us, start gurgling & try to "talk" back to us. I absolutely love talking to you & seeing you respond back with a squeal or a giggle.

- You LOVE to watch the bulldogs & will reach out to touch them when they get close to you. Millie loves to lay right next to you & keep watch over you. It is the sweetest thing ever! Bubba loves to try & give you big wet, slobbery kisses whenever he can - which isn't often!! 

- Your daddy introduced you to a mirror a few weeks ago & you LOVE to see your reflection! You will smile, squeal with delight & "talk" to that cute little guy looking back at you!

- No rolling over yet however I think you are getting close. When I put you in your crib, you start out sleeping on your back but you always end up on your side. I think you would roll all the way on your tummy if it weren't for those chunky little arms & legs getting in the way!

- You will now grab for your toys & rattles & immediately put them in your mouth. Everything is in your mouth these days....your fingers & thumb, your fists, rattles, your links. You especially love to chew on Sophia the giraffe.
- This past week you have really started to drool. I am guessing there will soon be a tooth in your future?! At this point, I don't know who drools more - you or Bubba?! 
- Yesterday you laughed for the very first time. I mean a true belly laugh & it was the cutest thing ever! I am hoping to capture you on video so I can cherish that sound forever.

Mason, you are an absolute joy in our lives & are loved more than you could ever imagine little man! Thanks for bearing with us as we learn this whole mommy & daddy thing! I promise that things will just keep on getting better & better for all of us!

Love you forever & ever little bubba,
Mommy

My 1st Mother's Day

Today was my very 1st Mother's Day & it is one day I will never forget!

Hard to believe that a year ago I was writing this post & even harder to believe that a few days later I would be staring in disbelief at the first little sign telling us we were soon to be a family of three.

I used to think about what it would be like to celebrate Mother’s Day as an actual mother. I had this storybook image in my head as to how it would all play out. My husband would take me out for breakfast. He would buy a sweet little gift & write in a card telling me it was from him & my precious baby. We would all spend the day together as a family, maybe all go for a walk, get some ice cream & just enjoy the day together.

This image has played in my head year after year & finally - this image became a reality.

I awoke to find coffee made & this sweet card - signed by my husband & Mason :)  It is hard to see, but it says "We love you - Shane & Mason"

Then we all got ourselves ready & made our way out the door to enjoy a wonderful breakfast buffet at a local restaurant! Mason is proud to be wearing his "Happy 1st Mother's Day" onesie!

After breakfast we went to Walmart, bought all our groceries for the week & then Shane treated me to ice cream at Dairy Queen. The chocolate-covered pretzel blizzard is the "blizzard of the month" right now & I have been getting one of these weekly. I may or may not have even possibly had 2 or 3 in one week - yes, they are that good! Don't judge - I need to consume an extra 500 calories remember??  LOL Plus did you know that you can now get your blizzard in a dipped waffle cone - double score :) It will be a sad day when they do away with this flavor!

Once we got home, we all spent the afternoon outside cleaning the flower beds out, trimming bushes & getting the yard ready to plant the spring flowers. Mason loved being outside in his jumperoo & was nice enough to give Mama a couple of "fussy-free" hours so I could get everything done.

The rest of the afternoon was spent taking a nap with my little guy along with lots of extra snuggles & cuddles! It ended just as perfect as it started!

Those of you who know me know that I have waited to be a mother for a very long time. There are days that I stare at his sweet little face & can't believe that he is really ours - even after 4 months it just doesn't seem real. That is of course until he starts crying at 2am & I quickly realize that he is indeed real :)

On this wonderful day that honors mother's, I made sure to get in lots of extra snuggles with Mason. We played together for an extra long time. I stared at his sweet, precious face a little longer than usual. I smelled his perfect little round head more than I usually do (which who knew was even possible)?! I smooched those fat little cheeks too many times to count. I talked to him even more then I usually do during the day & told him how much I had prayed for him & how very much I loved him several times throughout the day.

I made it a point to really soak in the knowledge that I have a son now - something I have wanted for so very long. I can't even begin to explain to you all how happy this little guy has made me. I am so truly blessed that after all my struggles in trying to conceive I ended up with this perfect little boy. He is absolutely amazing. I wish for anyone who is still struggling with infertility that they will someday have this dream of motherhood come true. That they will get to know this kind of happiness, & will get to share stories with the rest of the mothers out there that know this amazing joy.

Becoming a mother has been one of the greatest, yet scariest things I have ever done & is also the most wonderful & rewarding things that has ever happened to me. With everything we’ve gone through these past 6 years (infertility, IVF's, miscarriages) we now finally get this opportunity to be parents, raise this beautiful child & having someone to call me "mom" means more to me than I could have ever imagined.

The greatest gift I could receive this Mother’s Day isn’t breakfast out with my boys or some sort of present. It’s the fact that everyday I get to go into my son’s room & see him smiling up at me after he has woken up. It’s the fact that he knows my touch & scent better than anyone else’s, & that when he gets really upset, I am the only person that can comfort him in an instant. It's the way he tries to nestle into my neck after his nightly feeding, or the way when he is sleepting throws his jazz hands up in the air when startled, or how he kicks his feet & flails his arms when he gets excited & the best gift of all - that amazing way he smiles back at me.

A dear friend of mine - who is also a mother -  shared some wonderful words of wisdom with me shortly after Mason was born. She said, “It’s not about you anymore & it never will be. You’re a mom now & for the rest of your life it will be about your children.” She is so right. Mother’s Day isn’t about me. It’s about this little being that finally completed me & makes me who I am today...a mom!

Happy Mother's Day to all the wonderful women in my family - especially my own mother, to all my girlfriend's who are mom's & mom's-to-be, to all the other honorary mom's out there & we can't forget all the "pet" mom's :) May you all enjoy this beautiful day with those that matter most to you!

First Gift

Well, we have successfully completed our first week of daycare & I am happy to report that it went flawlessly. There were no meltdowns (for me OR Mason), I made it to work on time each day, the girls at the daycare made my days easier by sending pics of Mason & text messages to update me on how he was doing & I discovered that picking my little guy up at 5:15pm is the very best part of my day - especially when he flashes a sweet, toothless grin when he sees me :)

I dropped Mason off at daycare this morning & Alecia - one of the girls who takes care of him - said she wanted to show me something. I figured it was his daily checklist so I was totally caught off guard when she presented me with this:

On the bottom it reads "Happy Mother's Day from Mason - 2013"

The first thing I noticed was his little footprints & I instantly welled up with tears. Then poor Alecia was caught off guard & apologized for making me cry - lol! I told her she had no idea what this 1st Mother's Day gift meant to me & that I will treasure it for the rest of my life.

Seriously - look at those little tootsies...is there anything cuter??